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Comment if you'd like to know where I've gone.
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[29 Jul 2005|06:22pm] |
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Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)
Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)
Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
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[05 Jul 2005|03:59pm] |
Thoughts about the ending? ... LSKFJLAKSJLGKSLDKJALDKDJSLGKDFJLSKDJLSGKJDLFKSWTFBBQOMG.
:] I think my otp might be JackxSawyer. MATT~! JOSH~! dreamysigh. :']
Anyhoos, on to the IMPORTANT PART.
People who want copies of the first season of LOST--Please take note that I currently ONLY have eps 4-25 which is obviously, the end. For season 1, anyhoos. I'm trying to get 1-3 from my source but..:] that might take a long while. So.. I think Nic said something about wanting a set, Reiko and Rika right? IN light of the number of Eps I have, you guys might wanna make sure that you've caught the first three on local telly or something. If you have local cable, AXN's broadcasting a 5 ep debut thing, so look out for that.
:] Just SMS me to confirm your sets.
Notes to:
Lili: Have my Gi, hakama, sandals .....>> and I think that's about it. My white coat's with Ka? :]
Flist: I'm Fine. Still wibbling at my stupidity over LOSING SAID BOOKMARKS OMG. -_- I r clumsy or something. Sigh. HUGS ALL. :]
Bunneh: !!!!!! SAWYER IS LOVELSKFJLSKDLJAGK SIGH FRECKLES. >X
--ende.
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[05 Jul 2005|12:41am] |
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..is, "If you don't have anything nice to say, unless in obvious jest--Please. Shut the feck up."
I don't mean to be mean. I don't mean to single anyone out. I don't mean to tell anyone person that 'Look, I'm right--you're wrong, go away.'
This general lack of consideration for ..most things in general; but particularly other people's thoughts and feelings is getting on my nerves.
I'm sure I'm not the only one but there's been alot going around that's made alot of people go.."Wtf?" and not in a good way.
Look, we're not 5 anymore. Grow. Up.
ANYTHING posted on the internet isn't just text. I'm sorry if there aren't any fonts called 'Sarcastic' or 'Hi-I-represent-ignoramus-annon', So don't be surprised if people are affronted, defensive and ready to cut your gnads off.
I mean seriously, think before you type. And if you want to say something? SAY IT OUT RIGHT.
Poetry is particularly unbecoming because it's overtly and uselessly expressive in matters of angst and brooding. Just tell us what's wrong and let's work on things.
If you want a concerned hug? Just ask.
it's a simple concept. I know how everyone says that.."Oh, it's my journal, and I can say whatever I want." Sure. Just take everyone else off your friends list maybe? Because No one likes reading negative stuff. No one likes flaming comments. Admit it-- if you do, you're masochistic and need help
--like me, maybe.
I'm tired of this and like eiryuu, I say, take me off your list if you don't like what I say/think/do/or my lack of updates?
:D
It's a tough world out there, everyone's life is the shitz now and then and sometimes there's more nows than thens. Everyone has something going on. The world doesn't revolve around you because no one is the sun,period.
I've already stated above and I will say it again. I'm not preaching, judging or condemning anyone. I'm just making my own observation. You can just skim this and see if I care.
I'm just saying.
And it's up to you to interpret. In fact, I don't quite care.
like, whatever--maybe. :D
Thank you and good fucking night.
Pee.Ees: I'm in the worst of moods maybe. I'm stressed, I Just lost the Bleach Clear stickers that CHRIS gave to me and lamenting my loss because sobs, she gave them to me and I used them as bookmarks. I've never lost a bookmark IN MY LIFE and of all times I LOSE THOSE?! I weep. And I just watched the war of the worlds which is making me feel particularly violent towards Dakota Fanning. I never liked her. Now I hate her. yay. I want to snap her little skinny neck but not before breaking her in two over my knee. Ok, maybe not Dakota--but her character racheal? OMG. Kills.
I'm off the watch LOST because Sawyer is the love and a HOT guy buffet's what I need now. Locke is DAMN cool.
and I gots to get my storyboard done anyhoos.
I'm just smarting on all counts. D<
Edit: And another thing, Stereotyping, presumptions and such things on all counts?
Not cool, compadres. Lay off it.
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[20 Jun 2005|12:30pm] |
Whine whine Family whine whine fuck it all whine whine whine Insert drama here Rants cusses throws a tantrum Breaks stuff Sigh Broods Self Destructs and...
--Goes back to work.
:] I'll get over it.
*Deals*
;_; Twinnie, where are you--dammit?! Sobs, Gary. Come back. (Wait, gary is your Other Name right--wtf)
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[16 Jun 2005|12:22am] |
If you'd shag them, put the name in bold.
If you'd shag them after a few drinks, then put the name in italics.
If you wouldn't shag them or don't know who they are, leave the name as it is.
Add five of your own at the end.
( Oh the massive fangirling. *_* it's like..a man buffet! )
--and finally, I AM DONE. Falls over. Work tomorrrrow. Bed.Now.
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[15 Jun 2005|12:16am] |
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So, I'm back from the Phua Chu Kang Musical.
I can safely say it's the worst thing I've ever seen. I'm neutrally passive when it comes to supporting local works because ...honestly, there's nothing I've seen that's gotten me going all..*o* omg, they're good. I don't know if it's because I'm unforgiving with giving them any allowances on my part...but considering that every little thing gets on the news and other forms of media but just farting, I've seen my share of the local arts.
Snot nosed little fuckers, some of them are.
I remember this little segment of some live interview on the local Arts Central gig and... if they're complaining about us commonfolk stereotyping them--the dude on the interview was just giving us the ammo to stereotype them with. Degrading, narrow minded fuck. Seriously infuriating.
Back to the local muscial nightmare.
It was some..Angelican church fund raising event thing, in aid of building the autistic folks a new hospice or something? Great cause--I was glad to be there sorta. (Considering the tickets were given to me and it was like..NO ONE in my entire family-- extended included, wanted to go..at ALL) So yeah, it was kinda cool.
Some self important clergymen things went onstage to say a few words; I'm not entire sure as to how important they really are to the 'scene' of charity or this..particular event, ongoing fund raising of sorts but well, I can't even remember their names. O.o There you go.
So they babbled about how great it is that everyone's here...blah blah..great cause. It's ...pretty standard bullshit? AND THEN.. the chinese dude opens his gaping maw to say something along the lines of..."Your contributions ARE tax exemptable. And not only are they earthly exemptions--but the exemptions will work up there too! heavenly exemptions!" --you know, playing the whole..You-pay-now-get-into-heaven-later thing.
Heaven isn't a highway, the pearly gates aren't the gateway toll. You don't pop a quarter into the bucket and buzz through.
I got mighty peeved. There's a whole indoor stadium of people who..have either contributed to your cause in some way, or represent coporate bodies who have contributed and you SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
YOU DON'T DO THAT. Not when you're some big shot clergy man thing. It just doesn't look right. AND SERIOUSLY, who gives you the right to say that? ON who's authority anyway? The dude? Is he gonna pawn his soul for the rest of ours and the money that's been contributed? I don't think so.
D< Urgh.
So, my mood was pretty sour to begin with.
AND the musical started. For the uninitiated, this whole thing is based off a local COMEDY. Very very local-flavored comedy about a eccentric contractor and his...eclectic family of sorts.
I can count the number of times I laughed(I laughed sardonically, lots.)--and with the fingers of one hand. Gurmit was good, I'd give him that. But the entire musical was lost in a sense of.."Do we sing in singlish or wait..proper english?" So, it was like, a jarring mix of both. :\
Most of the cast can't quite sing. Their mics are on...really loud. I never liked margaret--this just made me wanna toss my empty coke cup at her (I was on the third row from the front from the side). The music was so-so, the lyrics were bleah. It felt..odd--just really odd. The dancing..was so-so too. I guess I've watched too many foreign productions? Somehow those felt more..cohesive in a sense. I felt this one was..all over the fricking place. D< and the sound system was kinda jarring when they get loud.
The ochestra was UP behind the stage--odd. I prefer the sounds when they're infront and under. Definitely does affect the..effect of things..
All in all, a subpar musical. A brave effort. Unsatisfying, musical wise.
Shrugs.
Overly critical? I guess. I'm just rather thankful that I didn't have to PAY for it. :\ It would have been...a waste. I'd rather have taken the money to catch mr and mrs smith again or ...batman this thurs or something.
-- My head feels like crap, I feel like crap, my tummy still feels like crap.
I have work tomorrow. Blah. --The world continues turning.
'night.
Edit:
This thing plots against me. Just when I'm all done and about to go, my winamp plays something good from KASABIAN. D< Argh. Or The CAESARS. ARGH. D< stoppit.
..=\ Zephyus, you are gross. *kicks* XD
Edit 02:
I R packrat--Follows Bern. >D makes this big and loud.
HAPPY HATCHDAY MAINEY-WIFEH! <3
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[14 Jun 2005|05:46pm] |
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My entries are always disjointed and random, we know this. It's always this or the highway. The highway's that way--just so you know. Buhbye, or something :P
Huh.
Anyway. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.2) engrey FUCK GIRLBOY where did you POP OUT FROM?! *GRINS AND CLINGS*
;_; Which reminds me, I have applications pending--dear god. Claws at screen.
Mr and Mrs Smith was pretty good...once I ..got over drooling over Brad Pitt, Angelina Jolie, ADAM BRODY and VINCE VAUGHN!!?!? :DDDDD A goofy brad's always welcome. >D And Adam Brody's character was wearing a 'Fight Club' Shirt yo. >F Holy crap. Fightclub loff. sigh. :D O_o It was strange though, there was this blah shot of angelina during the...violent love scene and I was like..o_O I thought she looked like a man yo. ;_; dammit. It was amusing to mainey at least. >D poor girl was sitting with me. huwhahahaha.
O.o can't wait for batman. >D My little Jude muse's all..*_* Eeeeeee.
Work is blah. Life is blah. :D But meh--nothing's gonna change so..blah it.
o.o I love james spader's character from the practice and boston legal--long time. ^^ <3
O.o and oddly, that's where the inspiration for a new muse is coming from dear god. The snark.
And ..WELCOME HOME CHRIS! *Snuggles wifeh*
..:D HI YEN, HI MEL.
....I have the PCK musical tonight--sobs. >D no one else in the family wants to go....:\ like my entire extended family. sigh. It better be..acceptable.
....blah. Checking my House ep 18--cause somehow, it didn't copy unto BN's Laptop. o.o why. mm.
I have the entire season..D< Which I have to trade for LOST. Wants. D< sigh. sigh.
Off I go.
Edited:
O_o Been having .. a bad tummy the entire day. Yoghurt drink...isn't helping. >\
...X_x now I feel nauseous!
O.o well, you learn new things..everyday? >> hehe. :D
;_; Blargh.
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Spent the last 10 mins packing One piece figures.
Sanji was mixed up with TWO versions of Zorro.
....That made me smile like *O* lmfao. Dies.
...they were all dusty though. o.O;
/random.
*RUNS HOME OMFG--LATE*
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[06 Jun 2005|01:12pm] |
Snitched from Nickeh-babeh. >D
| You Were Actually Born Under: |  You are quick witted, charming, and bring luck to all who know you.
A bit greedy, you tend to go after what you want - with success.
Clever, you seek out knowledge... and eventually use what you know to your advantage.
You are very loyal, and you treat your real friends like they are family.
You are most compatible with a Dragon or Monkey. | | You Should Have Been Born Under: | 
You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam.
You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing.
Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long.
Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word.
You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger. |
o.O daddy's girl indeed--my dad's born in the year of the horse. ^^;
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Because I'm Not going to Lj-Cut this, taken from Jewels-wifeh (schizophrenic) who credited the original writer and posted this in HER POST.
"THE OFFICIAL ANTI-DRAMA RANT
Wah, wah, wah.
I want to begin this by saying I love you all. I mean it. We are a family, correct? You adopted me, and now, I will adopt you. Welcome to family - we tell each other what hurts, with the best of love.
There are a few of you, and no names (unless I feel bitchy enough by the end of this) will be named, who are making life hell. It is not you as a person, it is you as a self-esteem ridden entity. It is not you as in I-hate-you-go-die, it is you as a my-fucking-god-get-over-yourself. It is overly too emo. It must stop.
What am I talking about? What am I saying?
I'll make a bulletin list of things that I am sick of. Not everyone, but me. And you know what? There's a reason why Jewels, Mo and I say that we are the blunt, mean ones - guys, this is mean. But I play Clyde, so you have to understand, I believe in tough love.
HEARING THIS FROM SOMEONE WILL MAKE YOU A BETTER PERSON, BECAUSE I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO BELIEVES THIS. I PROMISE.
YOU REALISE, I AM NICER THAN MANY PEOPLE IN THE WORLD.
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Cryptic one line posts about how miserable you are. This is a rather wide habit, almost everyone does it, but most everyone does not have a valid excuse - the only one I can think of? "They will not go away." I wrote that in response to the roaches. I left comments on. You know what I'm referring to? Those that don't have the comments on, and say something like, 'some days aren't worth it.' or, 'i miss him.' or, 'why do i even bother? i'm leaving such and such rpg. bye bye.' These things, not only do they not give enough information for anyone to help, they fucking leave us hanging and worried out of skulls. And you know what?
THEY BRING US DOWN.
Some of us have just worked 10 hour days and coming home to a friends list full of one-liners that we cannot ask because you are not online and we are just left wondering, 'what happened'? Hey, we don't like it. As your FRIENDS, as those who LOVE you, this is hard on us! And it's selfish of you, beyond selfish, unhealthily selfish.
AND DRAMATIC.
All of this leads back to drama, after all. This calls attention to yourself, unnecessary attention. Emails and hugs galore reach you when you know all you had to do was ping any number of us, and one of us is almost always an email or an IM away, and say, "I need a hug." Keeping it on the private downlow like this not only helps minimise LJ drama, but helps strengthen your bonds between people. Why do you think I'm always on the phone with you guys bitching?
I am trying to be closer to each and every one of you. I take turns who I bitch too! Sometimes it's Jewels, sometimes it's Manda, sometimes it's Mo! And as I get closer to others, the group will expand. This way, not only is it private, less stressful - the burden, and yes, it is a burden to care for others, I'm sure you all feel this way about me and anyone else with problems - and yes, the BURDEN is shared! Not one person has to deal with cosntant emotional baggage from another. We have a group of thirteen plus.
It is impossible for, out of those thirteen plus, there to only be one person who loves you or would like to help you.
For me, I find that sometimes telling multiple people helps, so I bring it up to more than one person. This is cool too - it gives multiple perspectives, and shows you trust more than just one person with this issue. But please, keep it private, OR,
ANOTHER OPTION.
Put some detail in the post! Tell us what's wrong! Take the time to explain! Elaborate! Filter it if you need to! JUST BE DETAILED. Nothing like vaguety to activate an ulcer, you people. And nothing like vaguety to force mass pity, too.
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I don't care if you think you are the fattest, ugliest, stupidest, meanest, bitchiest, crappiest person in the world. Ironically, this applies to more than one person. In all seriousness? I. Don't. Care.
No one does.
I want to make this clear.
No one cares about your low self-esteem.
Why this isn't the cruelest thing you've ever heard?
Think about yourself. YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE ELSE'S, DO YOU? No one gives a shit about other people's low self-esteem. The only feeling or emotion they ever feel towards it is frustration. Before you start screaming and ranting and raving, lemme finish, got it? Everyone has a set opinion about others, and you know it 'cause you have a set opinion about others too. You think everyone hates you, right? And when people tell you they don't, you say they still do, right?
Well, take a moment, step out of your cement-lined, selfish skulls, and realise that we are just as stubborn in our emotions and feelings about people and ourselves. *WE* don't care that you want yourself dead or feel like you're a burden or something, *WE* only care about how *WE* feel about you. And for the most part?
We like you.
Humans are shallow, people. They are never going to obsess over you as much as you think they do. Yes, they will worry, care, love, and admire - but they will not sit there, twenty-four seven, plotting evil vengeance plots because YOU think you are a bad person.
Why this leads to drama?
LOVE ME POSTS.
"I'm the bad guy." "I'm leaving this RPG because no one likes me." "Why is everyone ignoring me?" "I just feel like no one likes me." I've heard this from multiple, multiple people - I will say now, at least three - and though you are all reeling in shock and probably repeating these lines, "Snapple hates me! ZOMG!" Lemme reiterate:
I HAVE MY OPINION OF YOU. I LIKE YOU.
And I will say this: The more I have to reassure you that I love you? The more I hate your fucking guts. I'm not kidding. I once read a book called "The God of all Small Things," And this daughter, Rakel, offends her mother. Her mother, so injured, replies, "I now love you a little less." This is true with everyone. For every stab you take at them ('you will hate me,' 'you don't love me,' 'you don't understand,' 'you don't think correctly,' 'you're WRONG.') for every push you make? They DO love you a little less.
This fact is called Self-Fulfilling Prophecy. They once did a study on a group of anonymous kindergartners - no one knew their intelligence level, really. They told the teachers that five randomly selected students were advanced readers. By the end of the year they were, and the other twenty-five, indicated as remedial, were indeed remedial.
Here's the tricksy part: the fivet hat were advanced? Tested remedial, it turns out, prior to entering the class. The five true advanced kids were all remedial thanks to the teacher's set opinion.
So, get it straight, my homeskillets. This drama you cause by love me posts to assuade the self-pity no one cares about?
Putting a moth on my heart (another analogy from the book) -- making me, and others, who currently do love you? Love you less. TRUST US.
GIVE US A FUCKING CHANCE TO LOVE YOU BEFORE YOU MISTRUST US
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Would you cut it out with the 'I'm going to drop' shtick? It's just for attention. We know it is. You want people to know how wronged you are, or how shitty you feel, or how crummy you are doing. You want to hear that people love your character, that nothing's wrong -- or in the worst, most possibly destructable way, you are taking your character's lives too personally, and are offended. Any and all of these are pathetic excuses to make us sad and cause drama. If you don't want a character? Fine. Fine by me, fine by anyone.
But these teary posts, followed by mass coersion to keep the character, and then a "RELUCTANT" reaquisition? Not fooling anyone.
So many people have done this I can't count. Even the most secure, really.
No one is fooled, ya'all. Drop characters because you're too busy. Not because you're feeling emoriffic.
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Now, I brought this up in the previous section, but here we go --
IT IS JUST A GAME AND YOU ARE NOT YOUR CHARACTER. YOU ARE NOT ANY ONE OF THE FINAL FANTASY CREW. IF YOUR CHARACTER IS HAVING A SHITTY TIME AND BEING MADE FUN OF, IT IS NOT DIRECTED AT YOUR RP. THERE IS NO DOUBLE ENTENDRE IN ANYTHING. I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO REEL BACK FROM RP BECAUSE I SEE THE EXACT SAME PROBLEM YOU HAVE JUST TOLD ME ABOUT APPEAR IN YOUR CHARACTER LIKE MAGIC. I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO SUDDENLY HAVE MY CHARACTER COMFORT AND CONFRONT THIS. I SHOULD NOT FEEL PRESSURED TO PLAN PAIRINGS. I SHOULD NOT FEEL PRESSURED TO ASSUADE YOUR DEPRESSION BY LOGGING WITH YOU, PLAYING WITH YOU MORE, OR BE FORCED NOT TO ACT AS I WOULD OUT OF FUN AND GAMES BECAUSE YOU FEEL SUCH AND SUCH IS BAD RP FORM.
FUCK YOU. IT'S A GAME. AND GET OVER IT.
Yes, I understand what I just did. I just pulled an MB - ooo~~~ foamy-style, ya'all. But it's true for some of you. A select few.
I repeat again.
I DON'T HATE YOU. I LOVE YOU TO BITS.
But jesus smickity, again, this turns back to low self-esteem. You take the chars as extensions of yourself to try and heal your own problesm you have with yourselves, only to cause misery to us. Keep it real, slims. Keep it separate. Or, really, don't play. I'm cool with that.
I understand that's dangerous to say. Everyone reading this who knows it applies to them will isntantly want to drop out. But I'm going to offer you this option.
It's very important.
Take it, because I'm more mentally stable than you. (I mean this with the most loving love.)
OVERCOME THIS RATHER THAN RUN. This goes into number five, but FACE THIS PROBLEM. If you are one of these people, and you drop? I will be disappointed.
Keep your head on straight, don't go overemotional, and think. Learn to separate yourself, and you will be a healthier person. RP is actually healthy if you can keep yourself separated. It's good for your psyche to an extent - just trust me.
Like I said, trust me. I love you, and am saying this to help you help us be happier.
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Why didn't any of you listen to Jewels? Fuck you, guys. If you keep running with your tails between your legs you make peopel chase you. This isn't an anime, jackasses. No one's going to run after you when you shed your tears and the violins start playing. No one's going to find you when you sit on your swingset solemnly. No true love through the clouds that suddenly part when you realise life's worth living. Nothing. What'll happen is you'll run, or sit on that swing, until you feel miserable - and then, you'll go home, and give us hell.
How about this solution?
IM the person who's bothering you. Say, "This sucks."
I promise, we will all cry tears of relief if yous ay it. You know, most problems in the world are miscommunication? I am a certifiable genius, and have studied almost everything, adn one thing I have studied? Communication. One of the things no one does?
Communicate correctly.
"I" language is the first step. Say, "I feel bla bla," not, "you make," or "you do." You'd be surprised how much you get across by saying "I" and focusing on YOURSELF first rather than "What those evil monkeys did to me."
Two. Passive Aggressive behavior is the least healthy. It is healthier, guys, to kill someone in rage, than to run away from a problem passive aggressively. I am not, fucking, kidding. There are several types of passive aggressive behavior, here's just a few I've noticed:
1 - Kitchen Sinking
* a problem happens. You proceed to throw this problem at them, and every damn problem ever. "And you know what? I'm flunking math!" When the issue was you thought someone lied.
2 - Gunnysacking
* a problem happens. Rather than bring it up the first time, you tuck it in your gunnysack until you just get so fucking pissed you blow. However, this problem is six months old. SIX MONTHS. "I CAN'T BELIEVE IT." over something SIX MONTHS OLD.
3 - Reverse Psychology
* a problem happens. "Oh, no, nothing's wrong, why would anything be wrong?"
4 - Misdirection
* a problem happens. "But, you see, THIS happened and I think that's far worse, you know." This also can be used to misdirect blame, such as - "WELL, IF YOU'D REMINDED ME ABOUT IT I WOULD HAVE REMEMBERED."
5 - Petulance
* a reoccuring problem. "If I tell someone, that means they don't care and couldn't figure it out on their own."
6 - The Wishy-Washer
* a problem occurs. "Should I tell them? No, I shouldn't, they'll hate me - but I want to." This ends up in partial information, and the person on the other end feeling shitty.
These are just six of the many passive aggressive behaviors. Here's the way you SHOULD do it -
"I feel hurt because this happened, and I feel that this was wrong because of this. IF you did this, I would feel better. Please do this."
And make sure, if you ask for, say, 'Tell me shit?' You accept it. Don't expect more. Don't expect less. And be explicit! BE EXPLICIT. DETAILS.
In short, why the hell didn't you listen to Jewels?
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Take my words whatever way you want. All I can say is, guys?
I am not the only one. I am not the only villain here. In fact, you guys are not the bad guys. I am not the bad guy. No onebtwtoshowyou'vereadthisyououghtosaysasquatchinthecomments.that'sright.typesasquatchwhenyoureply.'s the bad guy. If you wanna call yourself that, hey, that's you're bag.
But remember.
SELF-FULFILLING PROPHECY."
--Didn't say I'm 'not guilty' or anything, but I can say I sorta know better now. :'] <3 jewels.
Pee-ess: SERENE OMG THANK YOU FOR THE LOAN OF YOUR DOUJIN AND ALLOW ME TO FANGIRL YOU HERE FOR THE EXTRA GOODIES!!! <333 ;_; GOSHUJIN SAMA! *loff loff* :]
Double Pee-Ess: ...D< my mobile's been fucking up here and there..so if I don't reply or anything--it's not that I don't want to. My phone just can't seem to feel my SIM card up properly. D
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| Lyric spam. [D< I'm still smarting over having forgotten the lyrics to the reason] |
[02 Jun 2005|01:39pm] |
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Wake up Major
And stitch on your hat,
You fell outta bed and
Then you landed in the cash.
So what’s in your diary today?
Call on your main man
What can he do for you?
Hang out with stupid
So you can tell him what to do.
Major this is your day.
Living alone in a jar never gets you very far.
He can Read your mind,
Make you feel alright,
Sgt. Major knows what you want.
He knows what you are,
One day you’ll be a star,
Yeah, the major knows what you want
Take out your paper
And throw it away,
Everything is useless
Ain’t got a lot to say.
Major, this is your way.
The Major is drowning
‘cause he opened his mouth,
He starts to explain it
But nothing’s coming out.
Major, what can you say?
I hope that you like who you are,
'cause living alone in a jar never gets you very far.
He can read your mind,
Make you feel alright,
Sgt. Major knows what you want.
He knows what you are,
One day you’ll be a star,
Yeah, the Major knows what you want.
I know you think that you made it,
I know what I’m meant to say,
But while you looked in the mirror
I was getting away,
To you there is nothing to say.
He can read your mind,
Make you feel alright,
Sgt. Major knows what you want.
He knows what you are,
One day you’ll be a star,
Yeah the major knows what you want.
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| ATTEN: COSFEST LOGISTICS. |
[31 May 2005|12:36pm] |
My mom's sent in the Application for a Chalet for the COSFEST thing.
BUT.
THE date's something like 7th to the 10th. Either at the NTUC Aloha thing or at the nearby country club place (wow, am I vague or what.)
So, we'll see how things go.
I'm not too sure as to how big it is or how many people I can bring with and ..I think it's free?
But yeah--Will update when I get more or if it's confirmed.
Note: Don't get your hopes up. Big organization thing. :\
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| Snitched from INOUKU. |
[26 May 2005|12:14pm] |
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Sena (>D)
2. Na-chan (Or any other weird derivative of SENA. O.o)
3. My full Real life name. :]
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Sena
2. A butt load of Anime ones--esp from Weiss. Ran ran ran.
3. Kannazuki or Kaien
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. o.O My fingers?
2. Jawline?
3. The fact that I have all the necessary appendages (proverbial balls included) and they all work pretty well (proverbial balls excluded. Those are temperamental)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Having close to NO nose. ;_;
2. Having no...'brow'
3. =_= many many other things? O.o
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Peranakan (Straits chinese. *_* mmm the food.)
2. Chinese ( o.O hm..right.)
3. Bits and pieces, here and there...all asian though. o.O
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Failing. IN the broadest sense of the word--or any sense of the word works too. :\
2. Stupid people--being selfishly inconsiderate does count.
3. Not realizing my full potential. (Rips this from Inouku.)
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. READING/DRAWING/Breathing.
2. SLEEP. *_*
3. MUSIC.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Checkered Flannel long sleeved shirt.
2. Dark khaki cargo pants.
3. My filas. >D
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. Snow Patrol (hello, duh.)
2. The Killers ( >D which is the very reason I bought the Bravery)
3.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Midnight Show:: The Killers.
2. Chocolate:: Snow patrol
3. Dozens of others. >D
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. A whole lot of patience and understanding. (I'm strong medicine and difficult--at times? all the time? haha.)
2. Flexibility. Both in terms of schedule and ... other..terms. --mind outta the gutter, please.
3. Basic courtesy, considerate civil nature mebbe? snort.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I've been burnt by cigarettes more times than I can count when I was a kid. The worst part? I was the one that got myself burnt. D<
2. I've a serious trust issue.
3. I've never truly...really gotten really really angry ever.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Hair.
3. Shoulders/Back. *_*
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Doodling.
2. Reading.
3. Traveling. Bus rides, plane rides-- the broadest sense of the word.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Get a tattoo.
2. Finish with the crap that is life.
3. Crawl through the screen and hide under Julie's bed? >D No--I wanna eat my lunch. @_@
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Linguistics/translator
2. Voice acting. o.O
3. Manga Artist/Animator/Graphic Artist.
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Japon
2. Europe
3. Parts of America. >D
THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Kate
2. Orlando (Don't ask)
3. Aphreal. (>< too much Eddings.)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Go outside of the US
2. Skydive
3. Have my own house.
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GUY: (I totally skipped this and posted, sorry ken chan! @_@)
1. I wear a Shirt over my T-shirts. O.o
2. I mostly say things as they are..fuck roundabouts.
3. ... Proverbial balls say all.
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. The Aussies. (Eric bana, Nicole Kidman, Hugh Jackman, Joel Edgarton Jesse Spencer--many more? @_@(;_;))
2. The Brits (Ewan, Jude, JLM--Tonnes others.)
3. ... Random many people I go *_* at.
THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Julie. D: --cause it's my tag and I'm doing THIS hahah. dead.
2. Mei chan --D< I hope that foot's better now. *pastes bandaid*
3. --Anyone else who wants to. >D Gives me something to read when I'm bored?
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| o.O Mah first day. |
[25 May 2005|06:24pm] |
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mood |
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amused |
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Randomly, cause my brain feels deadish and sigh. Too tired. >D
- Working on the 25th floor, next to a huge window--downtown, with a 'harbourfront' view? Makes you wanna skive loads by just staring outta the window. O.o Or toss yourself off or outta it. >D
- ...I'm hungry. O.o
- In this entire day, I've made two paper airplanes, assembled one beyblade (out of 5 I initially had to do but it's now scrapped so meh meh) and drawn two perspective pics--I think I might a few more of those. Got briefed regarding my assignments... o.O This is serious stuff. About a totally candid... product? Well--I don't think so.
- ...I'm drawing Gen. Grievious as a chibi. Wrong as it sounds, I'm really really amused.
-I'm working on a spiffy Mac G4. 0.o Color me impressed.
-I have to edit the text of some gross comic. D< argh.
...I can go home now..>D Think I should. Long bus rideeee... ;_;
Over and out.
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| O.o |
[24 May 2005|08:31pm] |
I am sena. I am on Omi's comp and we're at Liang Court...because--I well. XD I get to finish my major project this term! Classes are on Tuesday!
So..I just need my parents to pwn me about failing in life, being a disappointment in general..and life goes on. >D
I'm still netless, so RP-buddies, I'll see you guys when I see you guys..(probably whilst i'm at work cause there's net at work!) O.o motivation whoot?
--Eiji, you think too much. XD
--I'm hooked on David Eddings again. sigh. I haven't read this in 10 years. XD
--Leisure in singapore is expensive. @_@
--Starwars wasn't THAT bad..but urgh.
-- ;_; I have work tomorrow.
...back to your silent, netless ... broadcast?
hurhur.
Loves all. RUNS.
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| this is not Sena |
[20 May 2005|11:51pm] |
yeah, Sena asked me to sign in for her to tell you all that she won't be coming online for awhile coz there're problems with her internet bill and stuff.. If she wants to let you know more, she will in due time.
Ka
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| Greenday stylin'. *gangsigns?* |
[17 May 2005|02:38pm] |
Take away the sensation inside
Bitter sweet migraine in my head
It's like a throbbing tooth ache of the mind
I can't take this feeling anymore
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a long kiss goodnight
and everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me Novacaine
Out of body and out of mind
Kiss the demons out of my dreams
I get the funny feeling, that’s alright
Jimmy says it's better than air,
I’ll tell you why
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a long kiss goodnight
and everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing,
So give me Novacaine
Oh ..Novacaine
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming
Give me a long kiss goodnight
and everything will be alright
Tell me Jimmy I won't feel a thing,
Give me Novacaine
Get your hit here. |
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| The iShuffle tune. :D Next on my 'to buy' album list. HURHUR. |
[17 May 2005|03:52am] |
Wind me up, put me down
Start me off and watch me go
I'll be running circles around you sooner than you know
A little off center and I'm out of tune
Just kickin' this can along the avenue
But I'm alright
Coz it's easy once you know how it's done
you can't stop now, it's already begun
you feel it running through your bones
And you jerk it out, jerk it out
Shut up, hush your mouth
Can't you hear, you talk too loud
No I can't hear nothing 'cause I got my head up in the clouds
I bite off anything that I can chew
I'm chasing cars up and down the avenue
But that's ok..
coz it's easy once you know how it's done
you can't stop now, it's already begun
you feel it running through your bones
So you jerk it out, jerk it out
BOOGIES<--Download hurr. |
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